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If life was a little less mundaneI hold my pen between two fingers - two teeth -
because it's easier than cradling brainchildren between
two brainwaves. Balance is another thing I have to work on.
I'm learning how to untangle the infinite-simplicities bundled
up at my feet;
I'm trying to whistle through the airwaves,
but, mostly, it just chaps my lips and makes my head
s w a y and swing on its axis.
Because, really, who in this world understands stoichiometry(?)
when no one can fucking sit still and concentrate for ten minutes
without wishing to be somewhere else, and then somewhere else,
and then nowhere [all at once.]
One day, I think I'd like to mail a message to civilization
and envelope the world [pre- and post-mortem, if I have to.]
"If my titrations are correct, we should have reached the
equivalence point by now."
I write for fear the end is coming soon.
Everyone treats me like a stranger as I scurry on by, and it
makes me shiver and curl my arms around my books
CuttingShe presses her lips tightly together ;
Closes her eyes , it's hard to remember ;
The day when they each said
The word " forever . "
Seems like a thousand years ago ,
When everything was fine -
We were on top of the world , but
It isn't all that easy this time .
I watch the world ,
I scrutinize ;
So hard to imagine
What life looks like
Through those worn - out eyes .
Every slice , each loss of blood
It hurts us all ; we've both had enough
Every cut , it burns us too
Like a knife , it runs us through
Feels high every time she moves
That , she has proved .
She's compelled to let go
To jump and let Death take its toll .
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's you
Or maybe it's everything
She's forced to go through
Can't help what one does not know
But we must try no matter what
With her pulse already running so low
I think she knows ,
That she shouldn't do this
She should take our hands
Not every suicide note looks the same
And this addiction ; it's h
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